Blue Monday

I usually don't like Mondays for various reasons. There is just something about the day. It may be because it's the start of the work week, but I think it's because it is the end of the weekend. There is a difference. I don't mind work. I do mind the passing of the weekend. There is just something about those two days off. I love getting to spend time with my hubby. He is gone all day during the week and now wrestling has started. He teaches and coaches. So, that makes for one looonnng day.

Today is definitely a blue Monday. Even though the hubby is at work, I usually have our little Toby, our boxer, to keep me company. Today is different though. I dropped Toby off at the vet this morning for his neutering. His own personal demise. I feel terrible. Toby is a happy 10 month old puppy with a bubbly personality. He is loveable and funny and we are always laughing at his antics. Sometimes he gets carried away, but for the most part, he is a wonderful pet. I feel terrible because when I dropped him off, he had no idea what he was in for. He just looked at me trustingly with his droopy little puppy face, his tail wagging. It was only when I went in the other direction from him that he realized something was up. I'll admit...I cried. I'm about to cry now typing this! I get to pick him up later this afternoon. I hope he still loves me with his amazing puppy innocence.